The Catalyst Awakening · Act II: The First Ascent

Chapter Ten

The Collector’s Glass

“Everything up here is behind glass. Even the air.” — Creed

Content · Mild violence.

The thing that came down for him was not Kon’s carriage.

It was a capsule. A plain steel pod the size of a drawer turned on end, battered and scratched, with a single round window of thick scuffed plexi and a stencil on the door that said K.R. COURIER 4 — CARGO/PERSONNEL. It hung from the freight cable at Terminus Three among the ore buckets and the sludge tanks, swaying slightly, and when its door hissed open there was a seat inside, a narrow bench with a lap-bar, and a speaker grille, and nothing else.

A Mid clerk in a filter mask stood beside it on the gantry with a slate. He didn’t look at Creed’s face. He looked at the slate.

“Kon Reclamation, courier fifteen.” He tapped the slate twice. “Status returned. Audience granted. In.” He looked at the relic case on Creed’s back, and the long wrapped shape beside it. “Weapon?”

“Mr. Kon knows about it.”

The clerk looked at the slate. His eyebrows went up a little over the mask. Whatever the slate said, it was enough. “In,” he said again.

Creed got in. The door hissed shut. The lap-bar came down across his thighs on its own and locked.

And the capsule lifted.

He’d ridden the cage lift down into the bone a thousand times. He knew what it felt like when the cable caught and the cage dropped: the swoop in his gut, the floor pressing up against his feet. This was the other way. The floor pressed up and stayed pressing, harder and harder, as the capsule climbed, until he felt his whole body getting heavier, his scars tightening, the blood in him pooling down into his legs.

He pressed his face to the round window.

The Belly fell away under him.

He’d never seen it from above. Nobody had. He watched the stack go by, Sump-Nine, his own dormitory, a rusting tower of drawers clinging to the outer wall of the spine — and it was so small. The catwalk where he’d stood looking up every morning was a thread. The EYES DOWN sign was a smudge. And below it, the cage lifts, the gantries, the black mouths of the galleries going down into the lumbar bone, Line C somewhere among them, the press, the pump where Hesk had died standing — all of it shrinking, folding down into the dark, until it was just a faint scatter of sodium-orange lights in a gulf of black, like embers at the bottom of a pit.

He felt the hearts go. Two thousand of them in the stack, ten thousand in the galleries, a hundred thousand across the whole Belly — all those faint, frosted, warm glows, getting smaller, fainter, farther. Until they were just a kind of hum under him. Then nothing.

“Feels strange,” said Snake. “Doesn’t it. Leaving.”

It did.

The capsule rose up through the dark along the spine, and the dark got thinner. Not lighter — thinner. The air in the capsule, which had come up with him from the Belly, started to smell different. He didn’t know how. There was a vent near the roof, a little grille, and air was coming in through it from outside, and the air was cold, and it didn’t smell of marrow. It didn’t smell of anything. He breathed it and it went down into him clean and empty, like water.

Then the first rib went past.

It came up out of the dark on his left, enormous, a curved wall of pale bone so wide he couldn’t see its edges, sweeping out from the spine and away and up — and on the bone, built onto it, into it, clinging to it, there was a city.

The Mid Ribs. He’d seen them from below a thousand times as lanterns, clusters of warm crowded orange light hanging in the dark. Now he was beside them, going past them, close enough to see windows. Thousands of windows, stacked, lit. Streets, narrow, winding along the curve of the rib, with people in them. Trams on rails. Bridges, strung from one cluster of buildings to another. And everywhere, threading through it all, cables — carbon cables, black and thick as the stack, running up from the city into the dark above, where they anchored to the rib above it, and down from the city into the dark below, where they anchored to the rib below. The whole city hung in its web of cables like a spider in the middle of a net. He could see it sway. Very slightly. If you held up your thumb and waited.

He felt the hearts. Not a hum, now — warm glows, thousands of them, close. And he felt the frost in them. Thinner than in the Belly, most of them. A rime, not a crust. But there. In every one he could feel. Mids didn’t take the Drip — everyone knew that, the Drip was for the lines — and still it was there. In them. Frost on the inside of the window.

And threaded through some of the hearts, here and there, he felt something else. A cold, clean, bright line, like a wire, running from somewhere in the body to somewhere else. Steady. Humming. Channels. Catalyst channels, tempered blue, running through cyberware — Ferrin’s arm, a thousand times over.

The Mid Ribs went by. Another rib. Another city, smaller, brighter. Another.

And the light changed.

It came in through the round plexi window all at once and filled the capsule, and he flinched back from it, and his eyes watered. It wasn’t orange anymore. It was white-gold. Warm, and soft, and everywhere, coming not from lamps but from the sky itself, the whole dark above him suddenly full of it, as if the haze had been lit from inside. He couldn’t see where it came from. It was just there. Clean light. Like the light in the Wright sanctum, but warmer. Like the light he’d always imagined, looking up from the catwalk, at the pale smear at the top of the world.

He looked up through the window, squinting. And there it was.

Still far. Still so far. But closer than he’d ever seen it. Above the highest ribs, above the last cities, above everything, filling a wide piece of the sky: the curve of the Skull. Pale bone, impossibly huge, a dome over the world. And inside it — through the eye sockets, two great dark ovals in the curve — light. A white-gold glow, pouring down, so bright he couldn’t look at it straight. That was where the light came from. That was the sky. The light of the Head, pouring out of the god’s eyes and down over the Higher Ribs, so that the cities up here lived in a perpetual soft white-gold dawn.

He looked at it for as long as he could stand it. One second. Two. Three. More than he’d ever had.

The Head is above. The Head is apart.

The key beat against his ribs. Slow. Huge.

He looked away, because his eyes were streaming. Not because anyone told him to.

Nate Kon lived in a city called Gildmark, on the Third Rib from the top, and the city was mostly his.

Creed didn’t see much of it. The capsule docked at a private terminus — marble, white, polished so deep it held the white-gold light like water — and two people in long pale coats and smooth white filter masks met him at the door and took him through a sealed door into a white room, and in the white room they washed him.

They didn’t ask. They did it the way the carriers at the reissue bin cut a band off a dead wrist: fast, and without speaking, and without looking at his face. Hoses. Hot water — hot water, real hot water, pouring over him from above in a stream so hard it stung, more water in one minute than he’d been allowed in a month. Something that foamed and stank of chemical flowers. Brushes. They stripped his coat off and he let them, though he held on to the coat itself, bunched in one fist, with the key in its lining; they tried to take it and he simply didn’t let go, and after a moment they gave up and washed around it. They tried to take the crew-jacket too, and he didn’t let go of that either.

They saw the scars when they got the jacket open. Both of them stopped. Stared. One took a step back.

“Bloom burns,” Creed said. “From the basin.”

They looked at each other over their masks. Then they went on washing, faster, and didn’t touch his chest again.

They tried to take the sword. He let them take it out of the rubber and oilcloth wrapping. He did not let them take it out of his hand. One of them — the one who’d stepped back — reached for the hilt. Creed looked at him. Just looked. The man’s hand stopped in midair. He took it back.

Then they dried him with hot air and gave him back his clothes and pointed at another door, and he went through it, wet-haired, smelling of chemical flowers, with his coat on and the key against his ribs and the sword naked in his hand, into Nate Kon’s house.

It was all glass.

That was the first thing. The walls were glass. The floors were glass, some of them — clear, thick, so that he could look straight down through them to the floors below, and below that, down and down, until the lowest floor was a bright smear and beneath it, the dark of the gulf between the ribs, falling away forever. He stopped at the edge of the first glass floor and couldn’t make himself step onto it. Not for a long moment. Then he did, and it held, and he walked across it with the gulf under his boots, and his heart was hammering, and nobody saw.

And everywhere, behind the glass, there were things.

The vault was not a vault. It was the whole house. Every wall, every hall, every room he was led through was lined with glass cases, and in every case, lit from above in a little pool of white-gold light, there was something from Outside.

He’d sorted things from Outside for nine years. He’d never seen them like this.

A shoe. Just a shoe, an adult’s, leather, cracked and stiff, with its laces still in it, on a stand of black velvet, as if it were the only shoe that had ever existed. A wheel, spoked, rusted, the rubber of its tire gone to black flakes. A sign, metal, enameled blue and white, with words on it he couldn’t read in letters that weren’t any letters he knew. A wristwatch, gold, its glass cracked across, its hands stopped at a time nobody alive could read either. A framed picture — a painting, faded, of a blue sky. Just a sky. Blue, the blue of nothing in the god, nothing Catalyst-blue, a soft pale blue that went on and on, with white shapes in it. Clouds. He knew the word. He’d never seen one. A whole case for a picture of the sky.

A horse’s skull. He knew it was a horse because a little brass plate beneath it said HORSE (Equus), DEAD WORLD, PROVENANCE: KON RECL. SORT 9, YEAR 412. He stood in front of it for a long time. He’d never seen a horse. Nobody had. They were in the old wall-paintings, sometimes, with warriors on their backs. He’d thought they were made up.

And plants. In the middle of the house, in the very center, under a dome of glass so clear he could see the white-gold sky through it, there was a garden. Not one fern in a pot. A room full. Green. Everywhere, green — ferns, and things with broad leaves, and things with thin ones, and things that climbed up wires toward the light. The air in the room was wet and warm and smelled of something he didn’t have a word for. Something alive.

He stood at the edge of the garden room and breathed it, and his hands, holding the sword, were shaking.

“Everyone stops there,” said Nate Kon.

He was sitting at a long table of glass at the far side of the garden, under the dome, in the soft green light. A different chair from the carriage, but the same kind — deep, pale, high-backed. The same silver-white hair swept back. The same smooth expensive face, the gold camera-aperture eyes, ticking as they focused. The same fine traceries of Catalyst blue under the skin of his jaw and his temples.

No fruit, this time. A glass of something clear.

And no glass between them. Not a window, not a speaker grille, not a carriage panel. Kon sat at his glass table in the open, in the same air as Creed, and looked at him.

Creed felt his heart.

He couldn’t help it. It was right there. Warm, slow, steady. And through the warmth, cold bright wires of tempered Catalyst, a web of them, many more than Ferrin had — threaded through Kon’s jaw and his skull and his spine and his hands, humming, so that his whole body was laced with channels like the crypt had been laced with tubes. More channel than meat.

And under the channels, in the heart itself — frost.

Thin. Thinner than Wick’s. A fine rime, like breath on cold glass. But there. Even here. Even in Nate Kon.

“Even him,” said Snake, in his chest, almost wondering. “Even him.”

Lamp, behind his eyes, said nothing.

“Sit,” said Kon, nodding at a chair across the table. “Please. You’ve had a long walk. You can put the sword on the table, if you like. I’m told you wouldn’t let my people take it.” He smiled. “Good. A tool should hold on to its tools.”

Creed sat. He laid the sword on the glass table in front of him, bare, the dark steel against the clear glass, the grooves dark. He kept his hand near it.

Kon looked at the sword for a while. His gold eyes ticked over it, from the clamps along the spine to the rubber-wrapped hilt to the rivet-driver breech with its old Kon Reclamation part number.

“Hm,” he said. “Better than I expected. Very much the work of somebody who’d never seen the inside of a proper armory.” His eyes came back to Creed’s face. “Courier fifteen. Do you know, you’re the first of my couriers ever to come back? I’ve sent several, over the years. Every one of them logged lost to the Bloom.” He sipped from his glass. “I’d begun to think the Lantern of Saint Aurel didn’t exist at all. And then your band came back to life at the Breach with thirty-eight minutes on the window, and the warden logged you returned, and I thought — well. I am curious.” He set the glass down. “Show me.”

Creed took the relic case off his back and laid it on the table. He opened the lid.

Kon leaned forward. He looked into the case for a long moment.

Then he reached in, with two fingers, and lifted out the Lantern of Saint Aurel. An empty silver cage, its vines bent and straightened and bent again, its little silver leaves tarnished black in the crevices. No glass. No flame. Nothing inside it at all.

He held it up to the white-gold light from the dome and turned it, slowly.

“A birdcage,” said Nate Kon.

He set it down on the table. Delicately. The way you’d set down something you’d already decided to throw away.

“It’s real silver, at least,” he said. “Dead-world work. Quite fine, actually, in its way.” He sighed. “Ilsa Marchetti has a clock that ticks. And I have a birdcage.” He looked at Creed, and the gold eyes were not angry. They were something worse. They were bored again. “Is this all?”

“The flame was a lure,” said Creed.

Kon raised an eyebrow.

“A vial of chemical light,” Creed said. “Red. Someone kept changing it. So it could be seen from the rim of the basin. There were bleeders in the Hollow. Real ones. And a man — a Mid, a chemist from the Costal Refinery — leading them. He’d been planting the rumor of the Lantern through a fence in the Mid Ribs. Every year or so. So that someone like you would send someone like me.” He held Kon’s eyes. “They took the couriers. Cut their bands off so you’d log them lost. Then used them. Experiments. Fourteen before me.”

Kon was silent for a moment.

“Fourteen,” he said. “Fourteen assets.” He frowned slightly. A small, thoughtful, irritated frown, like a man discovering an error on a quota board. “That’s rather a lot of depreciation. And through a fence of mine, you say? In the Mid Ribs?” He made a small note on a slate beside his glass. “Marlo, I expect. It would be Marlo. I’ll have him dealt with.”

That was all.

Creed sat across the glass table from him and waited for the rest. For the anger. For any of it. Fourteen people. Jory Thane, in his tank for a year, with his skin split and his eyes glowing blue, mouthing kill me through the glass.

Kon finished his note and looked up.

“And you,” he said, with interest, “survived them. How?”

Creed’s hand was flat on the glass table beside the sword. Under the crew-jacket, under his coat, every scar on his body had begun to burn. He could feel the heat coming up in his chest — Snake, uncoiling, rising, sliding up toward the surface. He could feel the edge of the sword, a hand’s width from his fingers, waiting.

One step, he thought. He’d never even see it.

“Yes,” said Snake. Very low. “Oh, yes. Right here. Right now. Look at his throat.”

“Creed.” Lamp. Cold. Absolutely flat. “If you do it here, you will die here. And so will your friend in drawer thirty-one D, before your body is even cold. Think.”

He thought. He made himself think. The way he’d thought on the bone-dunes, standing at the top of the twelfth dune with his fists clenched and the filter clogged and the black spots crowding in. Anger cost air. You put it somewhere cold, and you saved it.

He put it somewhere cold.

“I don’t break,” he said.

Kon looked at him for a long moment. And then he laughed — that light, pleasant, expensive laugh — and lifted his glass in a small salute.

“No,” he said. “No, apparently you don’t.”

He’d decided on the stair. On the long climb up through the bone from the sanctum, with the key beating against his ribs. He’d decided, and decided again on the bone-dunes, running, and again on the catwalk with the river of frost going past him.

It didn’t make it easier.

“There’s something else,” he said.

Kon raised his eyebrows.

Creed reached into his coat. Into the lining, under his arm, where it had been beating against his ribs for a day and a half. He felt it beat once more under his fingers — slow, enormous — and then he drew it out, still wrapped in the coat’s lining, and laid it on the glass table between them, and unwrapped it.

The Pale Key lay on the clear glass in the white-gold light from the dome. The color of fresh bone. Its fine sigils. Its plain round bow. Its branching wards, splitting and splitting like the roots of the plants all around them.

Kon didn’t move.

His gold eyes ticked. Focused. Refocused. Ticked again.

“Where,” he said, “did you get that.”

“Under the chapel. Under the crypt, under the bleeders’ lab. There was an older place. It was on an altar.”

Kon reached out a hand toward it. Stopped. Drew the hand back. Snapped his fingers, once, without looking away from the key, and one of the pale-coated servants came out of the green with a pair of white gloves on a tray. Kon put them on. Slowly. Finger by finger. His hands, Creed saw, were not quite steady.

He picked up the key.

He held it up in the light. Turned it. The sigils caught the white-gold of the dome and threw it back, warm.

And Creed saw the moment Kon felt it beat.

His whole face changed. Not much. A flicker, at the corners of the eyes, the mouth. But Creed had been watching foremen’s faces for nine years, and he knew that flicker. It was the face of somebody who has put his hand on a pipe he thought was dead and felt the pressure in it. Surprise, and under the surprise, something else, coming up fast. Hunger.

“Bring me the Halo-glass,” Kon said, to nobody. His voice had changed too. It was quieter. Harder. “Now.”

A servant brought him something. It was a scanner, but not like the scanner arch at the sort, or the little box on the Breach warden’s belt. It was beautiful. A lens of something clear and perfect, set in a ring of pale metal, as wide as a hand, with a thin band of white light running around its edge. A halo. Creed knew the shape. He’d seen it carved on a wall, a thousand years old, behind a faceless head.

“A gift,” Kon said absently, “from above. When I was made a Senior of the Third Rib. There are only nine of them below the Skull. The scanners in the sorts are calibrated against the god itself — did you know that? Its bone is their baseline. Their zero. Anything made of the god reads as nothing, because it is the background.” He held the Halo-glass over the key. “This one is not calibrated against the god. This one is calibrated against the Head.”

He looked through the lens.

The ring of white light around the lens’s edge flickered. Stuttered. And then flared — so bright that Kon flinched and the servants behind him threw up their hands — and went on flaring, pulsing, white, bright, dim, bright, dim, bright, in a long slow rhythm.

The same rhythm as the beat.

Words were scrolling across the face of the lens. Creed couldn’t read them from across the table. Kon read them. His lips moved slightly as he did. And Creed watched the color go out of his expensive face, slowly, from the top down, until it was the color of the key.

“Composition,” Kon said. “God-bone. Pure. Undegraded. No catalog match.” He swallowed. “Age — exceeds calibration.” He looked up from the lens, at Creed. His gold eyes were wide open. All the way open, the apertures spread as far as they could go. “Activity. Pulse detected.”

He set the Halo-glass down on the table, very carefully, beside the key.

And then, while they all watched, the ring of white light around its edge stopped flaring, and steadied, and turned a deep, clear, cold blue. And a soft tone sounded from it. Once. A single pure note, like a struck glass.

Kon looked at it.

“Ah,” he said softly. “It’s — reported. Of course. Of course it would.” He laughed, a strange, breathless laugh, nothing like the expensive one. “It’s been heard.”

“Heard by who?” said Creed.

Kon looked at him as if he’d forgotten he was there.

Then he looked up. Not at Creed. Up, through the glass of the dome, at the white-gold sky, at the curve of bone above it, at the two great sockets pouring light down over the Higher Ribs.

“Who do you think,” he said.

Behind Creed’s eyes, the cold went so sharp and so sudden that he flinched. Not a voice. Not words. Just a flare of something — not fear, not quite. Alarm. And in his chest, at the same moment, a hiss. A long, low hiss, like a coil of flame drawing in on itself, every loop of it tightening.

The two of them, for once, felt exactly the same thing.

He didn’t know why. But he felt it, as clearly as he’d ever felt anything. Something above had just heard the key’s heartbeat. And both of the things that lived inside him were, for one long moment, afraid.

Kon was himself again by the time the servants had taken the key away — in a case lined with white velvet, sealed, carried out of the garden by two of them walking side by side, slowly, like the carriers at the reissue bin, while Kon watched it go with his gloved hands folded together on the table.

Creed watched it go too.

He felt it go. The beat of it, slow and huge, getting fainter as they carried it out of the green room, down a glass hall, somewhere deeper into the house. Fainter. Fainter. And then — not gone. He’d expected it to be gone. It wasn’t. It was very faint, somewhere far off, the way the hearts of the Belly had been faint when the capsule climbed. But he could still feel it. The slow great beat. As if a thread ran from it, all the way through the glass house, to the place against his ribs where it had lain.

It’ll know where I am, he thought. And I’ll know where it is.

He didn’t know how he knew that. He knew it the way he knew the sword had come home.

“Courier fifteen,” said Kon. He was smiling again. The expensive smile, made by experts. But his gold eyes were bright and restless in a way they hadn’t been at the gantry, or in the carriage, and they kept going to the door where the key had gone. “Creed. You have done something remarkable. I want you to understand that. Not the birdcage — the birdcage is junk, I’ll have it melted — but that.” He spread his gloved hands. “Do you know what you’ve brought me? No. Of course not. Neither do I. Not entirely. But I know what it’s worth. And I know who will want to see it.” He leaned back in his deep pale chair. “Ilsa Marchetti can keep her clock.”

“And my friend,” said Creed. “Moraine. Drawer thirty-one D. And Ollo. His reassessment.”

Kon waved a gloved hand. “Done. Both. Mr. Moraine keeps his drawer. The one-armed gentleman goes to sort, at full rating. I’m a man of my word, Creed, when my word is profitable.” He smiled. “But that’s hardly a reward, is it? That’s simply the terms. No. For this —“ he glanced again toward the door, “— for this, I think you should have something rather more.”

He tapped the slate on the table. A servant came out of the green with a small device, and took Creed’s left wrist, and held the device against the wired-together band there. It buzzed. The display flickered. The letters changed.

STATUS: PROVISIONAL — MID TIER
SPONSOR: KON RECLAMATION
DURATION: 7 DAYS
RESIDENCE: HALDEN DISTRICT, RIB SEVEN

Creed stared at it.

“A week,” said Kon. “As a Mid. A flat in Halden, on Rib Seven. Clean water. Real food. A bed that isn’t a drawer. Legal standing — the basic rights, the small ones. A window.” He smiled. “I find it’s good for my assets to see what’s above them, now and then. It motivates.” He sipped from his glass. “And who knows. If what you’ve brought me is what I think it is, there might be more where that came from. A great deal more. For both of us.”

Creed looked at the band on his wrist. MID TIER.

He looked at the empty silver birdcage on the glass table, that would be melted.

He looked at the door where the key had gone, and felt it, faintly, beating.

“Thank you,” he said. His voice was perfectly level. He’d learned that on Line C. You said thank you. You were grateful.

“Not at all.” Kon smiled. “Enjoy it. Truly. A week of being a person.” He lifted his glass. “And then back to the line, of course. Someone has to dig.”

The capsule took him down.

Not all the way. Not to the Belly. Down through the white-gold light, past the Higher Ribs and their sparse bright cities, past Gildmark on its rib, Kon’s glass house somewhere in it, the key somewhere in that. Down until the light went from white-gold to warm orange, and the cities crowded closer together, and the windows got smaller and more numerous, and the streets got narrower and busier. Down to the Mid Ribs.

He sat in the capsule with his face against the scuffed round window and his hand flat against his ribs, against the empty place under his arm where the key had been, and felt the faint far beat of it, getting fainter with every meter he descended. Never quite gone.

“You gave it to him,” said Snake. It had been quiet the whole way down. Now it sounded — not angry. Thoughtful. “The Key. You gave it to a man who’ll give it to them. You know that, don’t you? You heard the glass sing. You know who’s coming for it now.”

“I know.”

“Then why?”

He didn’t answer. He watched the Mid Ribs come up toward him, the windows and the trams and the bridges and the cables. Thousands of warm, faintly frosted hearts.

“Because I needed a way up,” he said at last. “And I needed Wick to keep his drawer. And I needed Kon to think I’m his.” He was quiet a moment. “And because I know where it is. I’ll always know where it is. And when I want it back, I’ll go and get it.”

Snake was silent for a long moment. Then it laughed. Low, warm, delighted.

“Oh,” it said. “Oh, mule. You liar. You’ve been lying to him this whole time. You’ve been lying to us.”

“Not to you,” said Creed. “I just didn’t tell you.”

Behind his eyes, Lamp said nothing. But he felt it. Very faint. Very carefully hidden. The cold there, which had flared with alarm in the glass house when the Halo-glass sang, and then — when the servants carried the key away — settled. Eased. The way a man’s shoulders ease when a weight is lifted off them.

Lamp had been glad to see the key go.

And now, hearing him say he’d go back for it, the cold had gone tight again. Not alarm, this time. Something else. Something that felt, if he was honest — if he looked at it the way he’d looked at the hearts on the catwalk, hard and straight — almost like grief.

He filed it away. With everything else. The I see. The I do not know. The steady, unsurprised way it had looked at the frost.

Find the seam.

The capsule slowed. A terminus came up out of the warm orange dark — smaller than Kon’s, plainer, painted green, with a stenciled sign. HALDEN — RIB SEVEN — PUBLIC TERMINUS. The capsule bumped against its cradle and stopped. The lap-bar lifted. The door hissed.

And Creed stepped out into the Mid Ribs, into the warm air, into the noise of a city that had never once been told to keep its eyes down — or so he thought, then, stepping out onto the platform among the Mids with their channel-lit arms and their clean faces, and a band on his wrist that said, for seven days, that he was one of them.

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